I hope she’s done going above and beyond and getting left behind.
I hope she’s done finding men who are secretly broken and need her to fix them who then drain her of her energy and walk away with her heart.
I hope she’s done getting broken promises from men who claim to be honest and loyal but walk away as anything but.
I hope she’s done getting told ‘I’m your soulmate, you’re beautiful, and that you’re so important to me’, and then being left broken and crying watching the guy she was in love with carry on with someone else.
I hope she’s done feeling broken just because you couldn’t keep to your word and be there for her like she was there for you.
I hope she’s done trying to overanalyse why she wasn’t enough for you.
I hope she’s done feeling betrayed and broken when she gave so much of herself to someone who didn’t deserve it.
I hope she’s done allowing herself to be your shoulder to lean on only for you to walk away and not be there for her.
I hope she’s done trying to make excuses for you while you were so unbelievably inconsiderate and uncompassionate.
I hope she’s done trying to be loyal and loving to you when you took her trust and dismantled it.
Everyone has the right to choose who they want to spend their time with and invest in. This isn’t an Alanis Morisette song and she’s not some fatal attraction psycho. She showed respect and when she walked away, she spent months working on herself and crying alone, only to come out stronger, but she wouldn’t spend a second trying to pretend like it didn’t hurt because it fucking did.
She loved you, she was deeply attracted to you in every way, and she thought of you as her best friend. You were her first thought in the morning and her last thought at night. She thought of ways to look great for you and she loved your hands all over her. She was a fierce protector of your dreams and was genuinely interested in everything you had to say. She found you to be intelligent, rugged, sexy, kind and handsome. She raved about you to all of her friends. She invested in you, and would have walked across glass to be with you.
But here’s the thing, at the end of the day, she’s human, she’s sad, she’s hurt, and she’s angry, but she had also been your biggest supporter from afar, and I hope one day you will see that. But she deserves better.
I hope she’s done.