You cannot choose who you love but you can decide on how you love them. And you know how I think, me and you are meant to be together. You being with anyone else is just a waste of your time.
We will find our way back to each other, once we have finished growing.
I would do anything for you, but what if that’s wrong right now. I never thought It was possible to love you as much as I do.
What we have is a great love, and no matter what we do or how much we fight it keeps pulling us back in because we know it’s not over and I can’t even sit here and pretend I don’t like being pulled in by you and us, we’re magnetic and I know you feel that too, every time we are together.
All I’ve ever done is love you and no matter what stupid things we fought about I still always loved you and you told me you wouldn’t go anywhere. But you have. And as I’m sure you can see, I’m surviving without you being mine. People aren’t supposed to give up when things get hard but you did.
I love you, I’m in love with you. And as much as I’ve tried to stop I can’t and I don’t want to. I never want to stop loving you. You are without a doubt the love of my life and I can’t stand the thought of you with anyone else.
I know you care about me and I know you love me, but you don’t want me enough to keep me to yourself. And I deserve better I’m sorry.
I hope three months from now we can look back at this together and realise how crazy it all was because we have found our way back to each other after growing separately. I love you with all my heart and you are always supposed to be with me, just not right now.